Post 3

"DIKTOR!! 7ALA 6ARI2A! '3IRFAT 123"
my mom and I looked at each other and i knew we had the same thought in mind.
it was Sara's room...
Many thoughts started racing through my mind and i panicked ma knt adrii shasawii. i started wheeling myself out of control ba8ayt aksir kilshay in my path. wi9alt 3ind Sara's room
what i saw was something that never crossed my mind or my dreams. hal la7tha bass ashufa ib aflaam.
il dikatra yabow the electric shocker ille they do it on her heart.
Doctors: 1 2 3!
ZZZTTTT
gaam a6ali3 the radar maal her heart beats and the line was straight. there wasnt a sign that she's still alive
they did it again
ZZZTTTTT
.....Beeeep
i jumped from my wheelchair at the sound of chance coming towards up
Doctor: marra thanya
ZZTTTTTT
...beep beep beep
SHE MADE IT!!! il 7mdilillaaah!!! ummi w 5alati collapsed ya7midoon rabhum w yashkiroona 3ala this miracle. bass a thought crossed my mind
haww? laish faj2a galbha wigaf? i just left her for minutes and she was fine 7attan 3li ka-
i looked around and he was no where to be found
Me: Diktor mumkin su2aal?
Diktor: ee na3am *walking towards me*
Me: *in low voice* shsabab sara yi9eer feeha chithe?
Diktor: *he hesitated* lamman yayna shifna il kamam mashyool minha w maku oxygen wa9el ib gismiha
Me: bass ana knt ma3aha gabil shway wla a7aad kaan ihni 8ayr ana w 3li
then it hit me!
Me: 5alaa9 diktor fahaamt
i turned my head away.
could it be? 3li yisowi chithe ib i5ta? laiishh?? musta7eel ilmaynoon ma yfakir feeha.
then i noticed something on the table to sara's right. it was a note.
i wheeled myself to the table w si7abt il wrga secretively 3ashan ma7aad yi7is
Note:
ille 9aar w ille sowaita min 9ali7 sara. bass raa7 andim kil 7ayatii ib shnu sowaiit w adrii 3u8ubtii yaya min Allah bass mabii sara it3eesh chithe 6ool 7ayatha ib mi2saah. adrii 3ugub haal risala ib tsheeluni ib galbkum ib kirh w 7u8d w 3ashaan chithe ma raa7 itshufoon rag3at wayhi marra thanya 3ashan arayi7kum ib 7ayatkum. Bass niyiti 7aag i5tii 3ashaan tirtaa7.
-3li
i was staring at the note reading it over and over just to process what was happening. 7assait inna ay digeega bagoom w kil hatha kaan 7ilm. I knew this was an endless nightmare.
3li? law 5alati yadroon chan uhma ba3aad ib 8aybooba.
da5alt il note ib mu5batii 3ashaan ma7ad 8ayri yishoofa ihnii. i knew that the only people should know were 7noon, yasmeen w mona uhma kanow bil accident they should know this w yagdiroon yit7amiloon shnu 9ayer.
______Night time______
zain ilyom 5alla9 i though itll never end! ummi sa3idatni albis shay yirayi7 7aag il noom w 5athat ihdoomi.
ga6ayt nafsii 3al ifraash knowing that i need as much sleep as i can get 3ashaan yishfaa3 7aag ta3ab ilyoom.
Um maryams side:
il 7mdilillah 3al a8aal maryam namaat rayi7at galbi
mishayt a7i6 ihdoomha bil laundry basket wla shay yi6ee7 min il mu5ba
zain inna 6aa7 wla chaan thaa3 bain il laundry. 5athayta chaan agool 5an agra shnu fii law muhim chaan maryam ma 7a6ita ib mu5batha.
...ti7asaft inne girayta...
hatha 8ashmara min 3li w maryam im5a6i6eena 3alaina?
la la akeed 8ashmara 7asha! bass ishhaal 8ashmara il 5aysa hal mas2ala mu 8ashmara 3aad!
mu5i gaam yil3ab 3alayy fa a7sanli anaam il7een w arayi7 shway jisme tkasaar.
ri7t 7a6ayt il note yaam maryam w nimt 3al kirfaya
ma gidart anaam killa a6galaab w lamman nimt 7ilmii gawamni
Me: a3uthu billa min il shay6a il rajeem
mashayt rasii wila im3arga
kil ma a8amith 3ayni il 7ilm yirja3li
il 7ilm uhwa chinna ille kan bil note 9ij bass...
sara kanaat nayma 3ala sireer il mustashfa ib 7ilmii chaan itba6il 3aynha w itshuf 3li. 3li 7a6 3ayna ib 3aynha yallaha bass rasha chaan yisasirha; hatha min 9al7ich
chaan sara itsari5 bass in8imaat sar5atha lamman yaab il mua5adda w 8imatha.
w ib sihoola... mataat
allah la yigool
inshallah mafi shay illa il3afya shhaal 7ilm
bacher a6ali3 9ada8a 3ala hal 7ilm inshallah...