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one bad accident may be bad at first but can maybe make a life better...

Everything went by so fast as if i was looking at myself going through it rather than myself experiencing it. kilshay bidda ib laylat 25 min february raj3een min maseera lay il shalaih when the accident happened which was life changing
3li my cousin was the one driving while next to him was his sister Sara and in the back seat were me, Mona, 7anoon w yasmeen. i was sitting at the end of the car.
3li: waaiiii3 min awal ma mni3ow foam 9aar amlaa8 maseera! ma a7is fi action wayyeed! ille wannasna bass inna a7na kaan 3indina!
Sara: ee wallaaa!
Yasmeen: il7mdilillah kanow naas shwaya 3indihum foamat!
Mona: EEEE!! a7la shay ilyoom lamman sara ra7aat ti7arishat ib naas 3ala boo ihya il wa7eeda 3indiha foam a5er shay 6ali3ow guwa6i foamaat w li7goha kaan shakilha filim!*laughs*
7anoon: w zyada ba3aad 8azma ma3a chmaa8 w huge jumper ikmilaat chinha thubana!
everyone laughs then sara raises her tone: HEYY AGOOL!! tara maku 3alayy ana ille imsowya jaww. maku 3ala hal thubana *winks her m3awa8 wink*
Ana: ohh so 3arfa nafsich w u confess innich thubana!!
Yasmeen: inzain 3li iftaa7 99.7!!
3li yifta7a and party rock anthem blasts off the radio
Mona: 6AWILLL!!
lamman 3li maad eeeda 6aya7 his phone 3al gaa3. he bent down quickly to get it w lamman 9a3aad rassa it was too late
Sara: 3LIIIIIIIIII!!
i turned my head to see a car heading towards us at high speed w gaam yi6ig il hirin.
lamman 6aag il break il 9oot was high pitched but the car didn't stop in time to save us.
BOOOOOOOOOVVVVV!!!
i felt like my life flashed right in front of me as i watched ourselves. the car hit the side of our car which made us turn alf marra w chaan everything went blank...
I thought to myself: is this the end, is it my time to die? ya rabbi int il a3lam.
i first hear a piercing sound from afar and every time it comes closer i find it from many sources. i recognized it to be the ambulance and police sirens. after that my eyes seem heavy to open but i manage to.
is this a dream? where am I? i look around to see blurry faces and i felt woozy chinna mu5i gaam yifir.
i feel pulled out of the car and look up to see a stranger's face but recognize a police badge and felt safer. ga6ayt nafsii ma kaan feeni 8uwa killish. i turn around to see a familiar face lying down on a trolley being pushed up the ambulance and then they connected a drip to her
where have i seen her face before?
then, it all came back to me: the accident, maseera and her face, it was Sara...
Tears started to well up in my eyes as i shouted for her name but i felt like my voice hardly made a difference under kil hal iz3aaj.
Me: HIDNII ABI AROO7LAHA!! hathii bnt 5altii pleeassse 5alooni pleeaaaaseeeee abi ashuufhaa lat 5aloonha itmooot! *tears started falling down and my eyes burned
i tried to get away but the police's grip was too tight he was carrying me.
Police: 7abeebtii mafeeha shayy lat7ateen w la ta3been nafsich already intayy 7altich say2a.
Me: Laaw 7alti 9ij say2a chaan shift nafsii mu ga3da w ashuf kil hatha!! WAIN KILMAAN??
Police: hatha mu muhim!! ilmuhim inna il7een binwadeekum agraab mustashfa.
another police officer comes up and holds up a license. 3li's license.
other police: isma 3li ***** al *****
Police: la7tha hatha uboo?! a3arfa hatha! allah yi9abir galba w galb murta inshallah 3ala hal walaad...
i wanted to know what happened to the rest!! are they okayy?!! did they survive? allaah la yigoool ya raab inshallah ma7aad feehum maat!! laa2 latfakreen chithe! \
7a6oni ib a trolley w 7a6ow drip 7aag il 6ireej. i felt pain in every part of my bodyy bass il 3awaar mu kithir 3awaar il 9udaaa3 ille 7ayishnii.
I woke up to finding myself in a white hospital dress. the lights were killing my eyes!
lafayt wayhi chan ashuf ummi w ubooy sleeping. i saw the clock wla kaan 5:00AM.
weee!! 5an a9alii 9alaat il fayir gabil la tashri8 il shamss!
7awalt agum bass 7assait shay ithgeel 3ala reeli ma gidart. w 7assait eedi mit5adir chinna namil 3alayy w i felt like it weighed a ton! whats killing me most ba3aad inna i wanted to know about the rest!! where are they i wanted to see theemm. i wanted something to occupy my mind.
TV? nope didn't want to wake up ahali
gimt a6ali3 and take in my hospital room wla ashuf a tray of food on the table right next to me. i pulled it on my lap with my free hand w chaan ree7at il akil yikfaa5 ib wayhi. ALLAAAAH!!
i felt like i havent eaten in years!! it was breakfast food! 3AJEEB!! waffles covered with nutella and 2 tiny sausages. bila3t il akil bal3a chinne mu shayfa akil ib 7ayatii! i literally scarfed down the food and ate like a monster. Well yeah i was known for that anyways. bass 7mdilillah i do sports too to keep in shape. I then occupied my time with playing with the bed arrangement. kaan fi remote mal il bed yammi 3ashaan i control the position mala. li3abt fii shwaya chan adoo5 w arid anaam.
Gimt w shift people from our family in my room.
How many hours have i been asleep? shift ummi chaan a million questions popped into my mind but i blurted out this.
me: mama... fee a-a-a-7aad maat
ummi: maryaamm!! *tears started to flow down* and a smile curved her face. her face looked tired! she started stroking my hair and kissing my forehead
ummi: yumma laa2 allah la yigool inshallah smillah 3alaikum bass Sara...
her face darkened...